Werewolf and a Vampire

I'm not talking about Twilight Saga here. Yeah, Stephanie Meyer made her dreams become reality in a form of sharing them with people and turning generations into some sudden Vampires, werewolves or just mystical creatures obsessives. I love these since I was 7 or even younger okayy...

I'm that awesome.....

*ok, now I'm just full of myself ;P

What I meant by the title of werewolf and a vampire was an actual dreams came true case. I even thought about whether there might be some supernatural forces behind these freaky incident. Well, I'm glad to realize that my reality isn't all that dull.

Yerp, not dull at all..... ;D

If none of you peeps doesn't know about the myth of werewolves and vampires are of different nature, technically are enemies by nature well, miracles do happen in a way to unite two beings whom are perfect for one another. Like the theory of the 'key and padlock', they look different but they are meant to be united to unlock something.

Yessss.....

I know, I write vague shitzzz

HOHOHOHOO.....

=D

4 years of L.O.V.E. yet still blooming..

We've celebrated our 4th anniversary with steamboat buffet with Bon Bon's family on the night before and outing around KL on 28th of June. We're still happy and loving though there are times we felt like choking each other ;P.



I adore this boy heavenly much and it is such a surprise that eventhough it has been 4 years of seeing his face like always, I can never get enough of it. My glimpse were never be any shorter than 5 mins. Anything you do that impresses me will turn my heat up; it's like I constantly having my crush on you. Seeing you jumping and kicking with guitars, bouncing with with the drums, watching you making stupid jokes and act ridiculously, seeing your flawed smile, watching you eating with no manner with food on your face and watching you sleeping with semi-grin on your lips just make me want to hug your head and kiss you so hard.
Yes, you are my ecstasy for always...

I'm still learning, to be a better partner for you. So that you will see me as the right one. I've once broke the glass of our relationship but I will not glue the pieces back together. Instead, I will burn the pieces until they melt completely to make up a new glass of the same materials.

I love you, and I'm still learning you.
Help me with our journey.

While Mama had her Interview

Mama had an interview at Damansara uptown on thursday, may 27th. While waiting, me and him when up on some uptown's building and discovered parks and a fish pond there. So, what else to do but kill our time right?


Macho wannabe??

Hail my fellow pisces...

Waterfall..

Big Koi fishes! atleast 1 feet.


Me attempting fish lips..

Wow, my boobs are flat!


Ow yeah... bring on the sexy killer lips! ;P



Never miss to have our couple shot..


Yess... I LOVE HIM.


Sayonara~!

=D

Holiday at KD

My last activities before I went back to KD was enjoying 'Smash Party' party for free, get to hangout with Ayol, Gjoy, Adib and GABAN??... hee.. And after the gig ended, went to BB and chilled with Aiman, Mus and Krol.. And got a surprise hug from effie while on the way home..

In KD although can't get online the much thanks to the lame internet coverage here, I fill my time with:

-cooking
-jogging
-swimming
-sauna
-cleaning
-WATCHING TV/ASTRO

Yeah.. thats about it.. Pretty much my healthiest sem break ever! But one thing, I can't get to see my B till I'm back to Subang. Hope he misses me. Planning to take mama out for a movie. We'll see how thing goes.

:)

Happy Birthday my love..28/4/2010

The 'Happy' birthday boy.. ;P

Bought him Zippo Slim and engraved Irfan on its front side, Marissa on its back side, Eternally and 28.06.06 each on each left and right sides.



Took him to pizza hut in Sunway. I know that fake excited face..


Carbonara Spagetti.

Pizza.

Errr....he made the spagetti look so goood... *to me.

Couple's cam-whoring..



Last shot..


SHINY Zippo~~~~

Always missing him..

I miss him everytime he is out of my sight. My drugs; shaky without it, dependent on it but kept abusing it when it is available.

I'm still alive.

But my guts is dying.. Why? I don't know. I've became a weaker person and fragile.. I'm degrading!!

OWH YEAH! I got new piercings; labret and eyebrow



Nway, today someone made me happy over the head.. ;)

Psychology Day 4th November

There are more performers beside us on that day.. At B. Will upload more later..

Craving for serenity..

I'm chasing a peace...
But it ran further and further away from me...

Wanting a bliss for now and after life...

My smiles will be fake.. My laughters will be a torture inside..



I'm not going to force anybody, not the one I loved..
Not giving up, just don't want to be lied..
Romance used to be sincere..
But, they are fake now after that incident..

I don't want to see you put on your happy mask while inside you're not..
And is said the 'love' is at minimum close to hate..
Lust are meaningless without your heart in it..

I'm going to miss you..
miss the memories..
miss the touches..
miss the laughs..
miss the kisses..
miss the fights..
miss the hugs..
So much...

Be happy always..

I SHALL LOVE YOU ALWAYS

Relaxing..

2 D sticks down, 6 S sticks down, 2 big C sticks down..
First time ever...


And I'm at a bit of peaceful state.. Those abrupt rages were foolish.. Sorry, I kept forgetting how great you are. There's nothing better than the best. Just a simple statement; you're the best.

She got spayed

Mochino just came home from getting spayed. Poor her. She's all groggy the whole day and look very thin. Spent most of the day sleeping. Hope she will recover pretty soon. L0ve ya!

And we had reached 3 years.. (28/6/2009)

We've spent 4 miraculous days together until today..
I had so much fun B.. REALLY..
The laughter, the yelling, the cursing, the tears
they all worth the love you gave me..

Thank you for all the sacrifices. Though the money were never enough, you still make me feel like I'm the luckiest girl on this earth. I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU!

I'm craving for more laughter, cuddles, tears, fun time and chatting with you. I want to B with you. I want to die with you if God let me.

Thanks for everything my strawberry shaped ecstasy..


2006:

2007:

2008:

2009:

Few shaky feelings.

Owh yeah, I got my previous sem result yesterday after been delayed for quite few times. Very inefficient department.

Basic composition (ENG101): A
General Psychology (PSY 190): B
General Biological Science (BIO100): B
Introduction to computer application (MIS101): C


Today as usual me,Denise, Ian and Shar wandered around summit. Shar and Denise were looking for prom dresses. The moment we were about to left, we bumped into JJ. You know, HITZ.FM/HITZ.TV JJ,bald and skinny guy. Apperently Shar knew him and we chatted for a little while. He's cool and friendly. Surprisingly he sounded huskier in person and don't look as skinny as appeared on TV.

Anyway,things got a bit cold and dull between me and B. We kind of purposely annoy one another at times. I think I have gotten cold and he has gotten dull. huh..

After Denise left with Shar,I had a talk with Ian about random stuffs. Kind of cool though and felt really comforting instead of awkward. We talk about relationship in between. He gave me some useful ideas and perceptions. He mentioned that things will get better between me and B. Thanks Ian. You helped a lot. Sincerely.

Another thing,I told Ian about how I love spiky earrings and lost the one B gave me,which was the only one I ever had. Then he offered to look for it and buy for me at his place but not at this very soon because he needs to study for his incoming exams. Meanwhile,he told me to have this one until he got me the new one.
Thanks Ian. Hmm... I love this.

Dreaming...

Mama bought every of Muse albums. I've listened to all of them. They're just plain wicked awesome! I'll say salutation absolute!!

Their songs just drown me into dreams... Feed me with ballad-full thoughts that are invisible to society.. But they are just dreamy to me.. too dreamy.. A bit of sore but that what I like.. Dark,dreamy,sore, and aahh...

These are few songs that currently kept drumming my ears and dancing in my head:

• sunburn
• map of problematique
  
• the small print
• uno
• unintended
• new born
• bliss
• stockholm syndrome
• yes please
• thoughts of dying atheist
• exo-politics
• muscle museum
• butterflies and hurricanes
• overdue
• endlessly
• and many more!!!

Owh,and yea.. I own I am ghost album Lovers' Requiem!! Can't believe I got it from Rock Corner in Subang Parade!! I thought I will never find their album in Malaysia. YEAY!

Damn!! Damn!!! I'm free!

Yearp.. today I had my MUET speaking test at 9 am..

It was disastrous...
I know I could have done it better..
Guess I had a mental block due to nervous breakdown..
Huh.. I kept repeating the same points and got stuttered in between..

Damn...

Ahh,however I'm freed from any exam!

Anyway, B Came to my house at 5.30 am in the morning and followed me to SEGi damansara.
He waited for me till I completed my exam. Then we waited for Denise,she finished at 10am.

Then we took Rapid KL to KL central and took monorail to Bukit Bintang..

WE WENT FOR KARAOKE!
At Red Box in Pavillion..
It was so worth it! RM18++ per person= 11am till 3pm+buffet+free drink refills+3 mics+ many song choices+private room with toilet and very comfy..

I had fun.. REAL FUN..
Especially with B next to me and cuddling..And my besties Nynize and Ian..

AAAARRGGGHHH!!!

Wanna go again~~!!!

Few seconds to death...

Today I finished two papers: Basic Composition and General Biological science.
Denise and I were heading to my house after we ate lunch at Summit.

Everything was ok until I got into my housing area at USJ 2.
I was raining, I shaded my head with my leather file, I was going to run across the road.

It was in housing area, no big roads, not junctions, just houses and small roads.

Denise crossed to the other side, I've looked left and right.. OK! CLEAR!
IT WAS RAINING! IN HOUSING AREA! What the fuck should I wait for??

I made my first step and suddenly out of nowhere a loud and long honk triggered my right ear. Proton wira hit my right hip and I slightly glided onto its front bumper. The tyre nearly ran over my foot. I got this headache stroke into head for a while back then. Denise was screaming and showed the finger to the driver.

ALHAMDULILLAH is the first thing I said.

I'm still alive, God didn't state today as my death.

Fuck wei that man. Where did he think he was driving at?? Highway? F1?
IT WAS HOUSING AREA FOR GOD'S SAKE! Slow down and watch people crossing!!!

He didn't apologise at all anyway.
Fuck.


Anyway, It has been a year since B's sister death.
She's loved by God much more than us breathing here.

Nur Farah Illiyana Binti Mohd Fouzi
Departed on 27th of April 2008


We miss you vey dearly..

Wendy's model.

Wednesday, 15th of April...

Bobo came USJ the evening before that, we had pre-dinner and played pool with Denise and Ian. Went back and 4 of us hang out with Fina and Jenan. It was fun and nice 3 couples sit around,chat and joke around. After they went home,I cooked mushroom creamed-grilled fillets, plain rice and salads with thousands island. Yumm....yumm!

Thursday, 16th of April...

My housemate+senior made me and bobo as her model for her photography class..

At first I refused to coz we're not photogenic but end up we helped her..

The pictures turned up not so bad..

OK??

Then we chiao to rawang and I opened new SSPN account..